little update from soli (english für alle)

as some of you may know i traveled to ISRAEL last week. there's the option for me to work as a graphic designer at the "international christian embassy jerusalem". i wanted to meet up with the people and check out the place. very interesting and nice working place i'd say. after coming back i struggled for 3 days ... pondering, wondering, praying, rationalizing: is now the time to go there or do i still have to do some things here? ... too intense and private to blog all the stuff that's going on in my life right now, but so much: important steps are being accomplished. i'm very grateful to GOD that HE sees me, loves me, knows all the inner things... and in His time provides!
insofar i felt strongly: it's too early now for israel. the time's not ripe yet. maybe in half a year or whenever God shows. for now it's freudenstadt. but that's (this i DO hope) not for toooo long.